worthless

Me: I'm sorry
Cindy: for what?
Cindy: did you step on my toe?
Me: I didn't mean for you to rewrite your whole entry
Cindy: huh?
Me: nose
Me: I meant it in good humor
Cindy: no I didn't rewrite it
Cindy: I corrected it
Cindy: and I thank you for it
Me: I thought at first it was just a typo but it happened like 3 or 4 times
Me: I guess it still could have been a typo
Me: I do that kind of shit all the time
Cindy: yeah
Me: it's like your fingers and your brain have a kink in the connection and the fingers type all dyslexic and shit
Cindy: if I had looked at it and read over it I would have noticed something wasn't right
Me: you
Me: shit
Cindy: brb
Me: you've seen it when i forget entire words
Me: ok
Cindy: ok
Cindy: Tom didn't get his teeth pulled afterall
Me: I read your entry
Cindy: oh
Cindy: duh
Me: I didn't realize he was in such bad shape
Cindy: yeah
Me: I didn't write an entry today cos I didn't feel like it
Me: there are times I just don't wanna put stuff in writing or sit and think about stuff long enough to write about it
Me: like work screwed me and now I don't know how to deal with it
Me: I think I'm gonna look for a different job, just in case I need to change
Me: cos they've got me at part time and I don't know if I'll be able to be switched to full time and if they're gonna give me enough hours to survive or not
Cindy: there are times when I don't have words enough to write
Me: it's the first time I've wished for Christmas to hurry up and come to Wal-Mart
Me: so they'd make me officially full time and I could get my hours back
Me: I guess I've been part time this whole time, they've just been giving me full time hours
Me: and now they're not allowed to do that and they're not making any status changes at the moment
Me: blows
Me: *sigh*
Me: I think I might go to bed soon
Me: I'm not feeling up to being awake right now
Cindy: I should really be heading to bed too. but I am not ready
Me: these days off are the most worthless days and are going to be, it seems, forever